Dear Rich - my baby brother - you were older than me but you will always be my baby bro. Oh god, i have never known pain like this. I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU.You were such a kind and specail person. When i was down i never had to explain myself to you, you understood my pain. We knew each other, we were so close as kids and shared so much. I always told you that Ethan (curly tops) reminds me of you, he shares your humour and he teases me and drives me crazy, just like you did! I can't believe you have gone...but you will always be alive in my heart and mind. I will never forget your smile..i close my eyes and thats what i see. You're not suffering anymore and i am glad for this. I am so glad you were my brother....what a man!!!!